Release date: March 27th 2026
After seventeen years in a relationship, everything I thought was solid slowly fell away and I was left standing in a place I didn’t recognise, trying to understand how something so big could end so quietly. I didn’t set out to make an album, I was just trying to survive what I was feeling and music became the only place I could put it without having to explain myself.
Loss came from writing when I didn’t know the answers, from nights where sleep wouldn’t come and days where I felt strangely calm and then suddenly not at all. Some of it came from grief, some of it came from relief, and some of it came from moments where I felt guilty for starting to feel ok again. None of it was planned, it just appeared as I moved through it.
House music has always been my language and in this period it became my way of processing everything I couldn’t say out loud. I wrote when I was breaking, I wrote when I was healing, and sometimes I wrote when I didn’t know which one I was doing. Each piece of music marks where I was at that exact moment, not where I wanted to be or thought I should be.
This album is not about blaming or rewriting the past, it’s about acceptance and learning how to stand on your own again after sharing so much of your life with someone else. It’s about rediscovering who you are when the noise fades and the only thing left is you and the truth of what you’re feeling.
Making this album helped me understand that letting go doesn’t mean forgetting and healing doesn’t happen all at once—it happens slowly and unevenly and sometimes when you least expect it. This music didn’t fix everything, but it gave me somewhere to put the weight of it all, and in doing that it helped me move forward.
Loss is my journey through that time, told the only way I know—honest, imperfect, and exactly as it happened.